Spencer is 7 weeks old this weekend. This last weekend we had him blessed. We had family come from southern idaho to visit. It was so nice to see them. We had Great granny, Great Aunt Julie, Great Uncle Doug, Granny, Grandpa Shuldberg, Grandpa Dave, Uncle Roy and his Girlfriend, Uncle Douglas, Aunt Shielah, Ben, Christopher, Evan, and Alexis. We had Grandma and grandpa Weyen come to our ward for the blessing and Grandpa and grandma Bouvier too. The night before we went out to old country buffet with the solomon side of the family and all were excited to see spencer. They could not leave him alone. But it was nice to see them all. Spencer got tired and fell asleep during dinner. Great uncle doug made a changing table for us and had uncle Roy and Grandpa shuldberg bring it with them in their truck. The changing table is very nice and is made out of oak. Uncle doug says it will be the only one too because it was so hard to build. A couple days before he was bringing it out of the shop and slipped and fell on some ice and broke one of the legs. He had to spend the next couple days fixing it.

Sunday morning we all met at the church and spencer was blessed by William. The blessing was short but sweet. Alot of good things were said and cant wait for spencer to grow and see what comes of it.

This weekend was fun but very tiring. I didnt realize how much it would affect me emotionally afterwards. I spend the next couple days after that very down on myself. It was hard to pick myself back up but i had to do it for myself and for spancer and william. Especially for spencer because im so afraid to hurt him out of anger or depression. I think most the reason why i was like this was because of my inlaws. The same old thing for those who know the situation there. I almost acted out to my mother in law in the middle of the church in front of tons of people but i bit my tongue and walked away. It was hard because i wanted my baby and she was holding him. Im glad i didnt do anything irrational for the sake of william and spencer, But lets say this i almost said goodbye to her forever... sad i know but she deserves it. I dont need to be treated like crap from her and i dont want to put up with it.
I had to take a deep breath and think.

Anywho, Spencer is now smiling alot. Everyone was telling me all weekend how he was smiling at them. I love it! i was able to capture a picture of him smiling. I know its fuzzy but he was moving my hand when i took it. We think now he many be starting to giggle a little too. Its so cute i cant believe how much he has grown in the last few weeks. He is now up tp 13 pounds 6 ounces as of tuesday. I cant help to think how perfect and innocent he is and once he gets old enough its all gonna change in a flash. He is starting to get his own little personality. I love too see william with him. especially when they are playing together. i cant help to stop what im doing just to watch it so cute and sweet at the same time. How william so big and manly coming down and playing in a innocent sweet way. Its lots of fun especially when he makes funny voices and sounds and spencer just watches him or smiles back. i want to cry everytime.

I went to the doctor yesterday and got the ok for being healed. Im still quite tender for sme reason. Its hard on me because i want to satisfy my husband but i cant because my body isnt fully recovered yet.

hope you enjoy the pictures. I took the ones of him alone. My stepdad took the ones of the family ones. thanks to him.